It has been about four weeks of little to no ministry. It started when we were minstering in Filedelphia, Paraguay eating lunch at a fellow missionaries house. This woman that we met was three months pregnant when her husband was martryed saving her life and their unborn child. I felt strongly that the Lord wanted me to stay back and serve and honor this woman and her precious daughter Shekinah for a week.
I stayed there with my friend Melissa as the rest of the team took off to Bolivia. Well, the one week turned into 3 weeks away from the team but it was all ordained from the Lord and I don't regret any of it. Melissa and I were able to pray, babysit, make dinner, clean out the car, and serve her however was needed. We felt honored to bless her and sow into what the Lord was doing in her life.
We spent one week with her and then headed back to Asuncion to rest and seek the Lord. We had five days there just the two of us to really lay low and do no ministry whatsoever. We got to listen to teachings, worship, pray and just relax. I felt that this was a real special time that only the Lord could have set up for me. Although I was missing the team and wanting to be with them, I felt that I needed to take advantage of this time for it was so precious. I was able to hear from the Lord so clearly on some things but the most important was the Lord reminding me of my royalty and the calling on my life. He so lovingly released His thoughts over me and reassured me that I am so right in the right place. I feel like the Lord showed me who I am in the Spirit and I actually saw myself as He sees me. It was very powerful and clear.
I was hoping to rejoin with the team right after that but the team ended up being in Bolivia even longer so Melissa and I ended up going onto Sao Paulo, Brazil where some of the team was already at. We took a bus there and had a fun adventure.
We got to stay there for a few days and rest and get to know a wonderful Brazilian family that we stayed with. We felt so blessed and honored to get to know this family. My birthday was coming up and my one desire was to be back with the majority of the team so I prayed and asked that it would be possible. I found a cheap bus ticket to join up with them as they were getting back into Brazil.
I was so blessed to be back with the team for the three weeks seemed like months away. The team was exhausted from alot of ministry in Bolivia. We travelled onto Sao Paulo and stayed at a beach house of the same people I had stayed with. It was such a blessing to be able to rest for five days at the beach house before heading into Rio. We are currently in Cabo Frio outside of Rio de Janeiro staying with the family of one of our team mates. We are excited to do some ministry with the homeless, prostitutes and various churches and I am excited to jump back into ministry especially leading worship.
We are trying to be done with the continent by the time a lot of us head home for the holidays mid- November. We plan to start the Caribbean portion when we come back from the holidays.
More to come, bless you all!
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Radically Given
One good plan wont change the world, but one life possessed by God just might. -Michelle Perry
9.02.2012
8.09.2012
Leaning into His Heartbeat
Welp, as I was reading my last post that was nearly 2 months ago, I realized it has been too long since an update. So, here it goes! Last update was in Uruguay in Montevideo. I am currently in Filidelphia, Paraguay. We had quite a process getting our visas for Brazil when we were in Montevideo so that prolonged our stay there. The embassy was on strike and it took almost an extra week for us to get everything done. We were given a free place to stay an hour away from Montevideo in a beach town called Cuchilla Alta. It was a wonderful week of rest as half the team went ahead into Porto Alegre, Brazil to make it on time to minister at a church there. Those of us that stayed back had a great time of rest, hanging out and cooking alot of great food as we took advantage of having a great kitchen and some down time.
It was here that I heard word from my parents that they had a couple week window that they had been praying about using to come see me and the team! I was blown away by the possibility of this happening and the Lord caused everything to fall into place with visas going through, plane tickets, time off of work, my mom´s foot healing supernaturally fast after her surgery, approval from the church leadership and my leaders. Praise God! They met us in Curitiba, Brazil where we went to the One Thing Conference held by IHOP International House of Prayer from Kansas City. We met the rest of the team there as well and enjoyed a few days of great worship and receiving at the conference. I can´t tell you how much of a blessing it was to have my parents apart of the team for a couple weeks. They fit right in and became a ma and pa immediately to all the team. They brought so much joy and love with them and the whole time I couldn´t believe that the Lord had brought them to me! God is so good. It couldn´t have been better timing really. Dad preached one night and they got to travel with us, stay with us and get a great perspective of what our lives are like. They were quite flexible, up for anything. They were such a blessing to have. From Curitiba we headed to Foz do Iguacu, Brazil where the spiritual leaders of one our teammates live. We ministered at their church and the Lord showed up and brought such joy and freedom to that place. The pastor have us free tickets to the famous huge waterfalls that were beyond words. I will post some pictures from there. So stunning and soo much water! It is such an honor to be able to travel the world and see such natural and spiritual beauty in each place.
From there we headed into Asuncion, Paraguay. The Lord lined up contacts like he always does and the team was able to do some ministry in a local prision, hospital and church as well as some ministry on the streets. I was able to take a couple of these days to just be with my parents and spend as much time with them as I could for the time went by so fast. We blessed and sent them off and they also prayed over each of us. My Dad looked at each of us in the eye and called us out by name releasing the Father´s love and blessing over each of us. Let´s just say there were alot of teary eyes including my own. Such a bitter sweet goodbye but I am so honored and blessed that my two families were able to connect and my parents now have a more clear idea of my life here. I feel so much closer with them and was so blessed to share my parents once again with many other brothers and sisters. We headed from there to Filidelphia, Paraguay where there was another Mennonite connection from the church we were in Montevideo, Uruguay. We arrived on a Saturday by bus and had a service that night at their church as well as the next morning. The Lord showed up so strong here as there was a spirit of freedom that broke out as the Lord spoke to so many and healed so many. I always cherish the services that end with a crazy dance party ..woot! Thank you, Jesus. We got to minister to a daycare of children that mostly don´t have fathers at home and it was so great to see our guys playing with them and the children coming alive to the father´s love. For some this was the fist time a loving male has played with them. We also went to a surrounding village where there are 2000 indigineous from four different tribes. We got to speak to the kids about hearing Gods voice and pray over them. We came back to that same village a couple days later to love on the familes. I was able to announce on the local radio, for that is how they commmunicate in the village, that we want to pray for the sick and share the love of Jesus. We split up into groups and went around to the houses to love on people. My team only made it to one house for their was much pain there. They had lost their child the week before, one daugther suffers from demonic dreams and attacks, the mother has heart issues, and they have a paralyzed son. We got to pray over them and break off the spirit of death and welcome joy into that family. By the time we left we saw smiles and hope and felt the joy of the Lord with this precious family. We later gathered at the center of the village and loved on the children with chalk, balloons, nail polish, balls, and ribbon for the the hair of the girls. We just wanted to love on the kids and release the joy of the Lord. The girls LOVED the ribbon for it was a perfect way to love them with touch and smiles and words of affirmation as we got to tell them how they are beautiful princesses of the King.
We were blessed with a beautiful place to stay in the middle of nowhere that is a christian camp or retreat with a lake, zipline and a waterslide. It was so peaceful and such a blessing. We stayed there 5 nights as a team. We had lunch at a missionary´s house named Hedy who went to the church we ministered at. She told us her incredible story of her work in the dark dangerous places of Sudan, Somalia, and Kenya. She is such a brave courageous lover of Jesus who has seen so much persecution. Her husband was shot in front of her when she was three months pregnant. He jumped in front of her in order to protect her and the child. Her daughter is now six and I have the joy of spending time with her. Her name is Shekina which means the glory of God. I was so moved and broken by this testimony and I felt the Lord tell me to stay there longer and serve this woman. The team was planning to go on the next day to Bolivia but Melissa also felt led to stay back. So we sent the team off and knew we would be here at least another week.
It has been an incredible week as we have been able to make dinner, watch Shekina, wash her feet and pray over her and bless her even financially for she longs to be back in Africa but she has been back here for stability for Shekina. We spent a couple days in an indigineous village working with a doctor. We got to follow him around the hospital and help with whatever, pray for the sick as well as do rounds in surrounding villages. We went out to a call one night with him to a kid who was bitten by a blackwidow. I was able to start an IV on the kid and help get him back to the hospital. It was a great couple days learning how bush medicine works. I am excited to see what kind of doors the Lord opens down the road with more training for this sort of thing.
We also go to minister at a completely indigineous highschool and pray over one hundred or so students. It was a really precious time. They Lord has just flung open the doors right at the right time as we have taken each day in faith for it is hard being away from the team and not knowing when we will back together with them for sure. We also got to speak life into a group of maybe 80 more students at a camp we volunteered at for a couple days to help Hedy out. The speaker didn´t show up so I got to speak on dreams and pray into the dreams of all the students. It was so wonderful!
Last night Melissa was able to do a spontaneous class on the prophetic with some of the women here. It was such a great time of activation and encouragement. Tomorrow we head back to Asuncion where we feel to rest and soak in the presence of God for a week or so before heading to Foz do Iguacu to meet the team again at our cars. We plan to do no ministry for several days. We may end up visiting a Lepor Hospital but that is still up in the air.
I am so hungry for more encounters with Him. I long to see His face and dwell in greater realms of peace and revelation of His love. I want to be more like John who took time to lay on Jesus´chest and hear his whispers and his heartbeat. I don´t ever want to miss a beat or ever be numb to the things that are on His heart everywhere I go. The quote lingers in my heart,
YOU CANT WIN WHAT YOU DON´T LOVE.
I never want to serve out of religion or fear of man. I only want my actions to be an overflow of what is on the Father´s heart.
I love and miss you all dearly and pray that you can freely dance to His heartbeat.
Undone in His love,
www.irislatinamerica.blogspot.com
It was here that I heard word from my parents that they had a couple week window that they had been praying about using to come see me and the team! I was blown away by the possibility of this happening and the Lord caused everything to fall into place with visas going through, plane tickets, time off of work, my mom´s foot healing supernaturally fast after her surgery, approval from the church leadership and my leaders. Praise God! They met us in Curitiba, Brazil where we went to the One Thing Conference held by IHOP International House of Prayer from Kansas City. We met the rest of the team there as well and enjoyed a few days of great worship and receiving at the conference. I can´t tell you how much of a blessing it was to have my parents apart of the team for a couple weeks. They fit right in and became a ma and pa immediately to all the team. They brought so much joy and love with them and the whole time I couldn´t believe that the Lord had brought them to me! God is so good. It couldn´t have been better timing really. Dad preached one night and they got to travel with us, stay with us and get a great perspective of what our lives are like. They were quite flexible, up for anything. They were such a blessing to have. From Curitiba we headed to Foz do Iguacu, Brazil where the spiritual leaders of one our teammates live. We ministered at their church and the Lord showed up and brought such joy and freedom to that place. The pastor have us free tickets to the famous huge waterfalls that were beyond words. I will post some pictures from there. So stunning and soo much water! It is such an honor to be able to travel the world and see such natural and spiritual beauty in each place.
From there we headed into Asuncion, Paraguay. The Lord lined up contacts like he always does and the team was able to do some ministry in a local prision, hospital and church as well as some ministry on the streets. I was able to take a couple of these days to just be with my parents and spend as much time with them as I could for the time went by so fast. We blessed and sent them off and they also prayed over each of us. My Dad looked at each of us in the eye and called us out by name releasing the Father´s love and blessing over each of us. Let´s just say there were alot of teary eyes including my own. Such a bitter sweet goodbye but I am so honored and blessed that my two families were able to connect and my parents now have a more clear idea of my life here. I feel so much closer with them and was so blessed to share my parents once again with many other brothers and sisters. We headed from there to Filidelphia, Paraguay where there was another Mennonite connection from the church we were in Montevideo, Uruguay. We arrived on a Saturday by bus and had a service that night at their church as well as the next morning. The Lord showed up so strong here as there was a spirit of freedom that broke out as the Lord spoke to so many and healed so many. I always cherish the services that end with a crazy dance party ..woot! Thank you, Jesus. We got to minister to a daycare of children that mostly don´t have fathers at home and it was so great to see our guys playing with them and the children coming alive to the father´s love. For some this was the fist time a loving male has played with them. We also went to a surrounding village where there are 2000 indigineous from four different tribes. We got to speak to the kids about hearing Gods voice and pray over them. We came back to that same village a couple days later to love on the familes. I was able to announce on the local radio, for that is how they commmunicate in the village, that we want to pray for the sick and share the love of Jesus. We split up into groups and went around to the houses to love on people. My team only made it to one house for their was much pain there. They had lost their child the week before, one daugther suffers from demonic dreams and attacks, the mother has heart issues, and they have a paralyzed son. We got to pray over them and break off the spirit of death and welcome joy into that family. By the time we left we saw smiles and hope and felt the joy of the Lord with this precious family. We later gathered at the center of the village and loved on the children with chalk, balloons, nail polish, balls, and ribbon for the the hair of the girls. We just wanted to love on the kids and release the joy of the Lord. The girls LOVED the ribbon for it was a perfect way to love them with touch and smiles and words of affirmation as we got to tell them how they are beautiful princesses of the King.
We were blessed with a beautiful place to stay in the middle of nowhere that is a christian camp or retreat with a lake, zipline and a waterslide. It was so peaceful and such a blessing. We stayed there 5 nights as a team. We had lunch at a missionary´s house named Hedy who went to the church we ministered at. She told us her incredible story of her work in the dark dangerous places of Sudan, Somalia, and Kenya. She is such a brave courageous lover of Jesus who has seen so much persecution. Her husband was shot in front of her when she was three months pregnant. He jumped in front of her in order to protect her and the child. Her daughter is now six and I have the joy of spending time with her. Her name is Shekina which means the glory of God. I was so moved and broken by this testimony and I felt the Lord tell me to stay there longer and serve this woman. The team was planning to go on the next day to Bolivia but Melissa also felt led to stay back. So we sent the team off and knew we would be here at least another week.
It has been an incredible week as we have been able to make dinner, watch Shekina, wash her feet and pray over her and bless her even financially for she longs to be back in Africa but she has been back here for stability for Shekina. We spent a couple days in an indigineous village working with a doctor. We got to follow him around the hospital and help with whatever, pray for the sick as well as do rounds in surrounding villages. We went out to a call one night with him to a kid who was bitten by a blackwidow. I was able to start an IV on the kid and help get him back to the hospital. It was a great couple days learning how bush medicine works. I am excited to see what kind of doors the Lord opens down the road with more training for this sort of thing.
We also go to minister at a completely indigineous highschool and pray over one hundred or so students. It was a really precious time. They Lord has just flung open the doors right at the right time as we have taken each day in faith for it is hard being away from the team and not knowing when we will back together with them for sure. We also got to speak life into a group of maybe 80 more students at a camp we volunteered at for a couple days to help Hedy out. The speaker didn´t show up so I got to speak on dreams and pray into the dreams of all the students. It was so wonderful!
Last night Melissa was able to do a spontaneous class on the prophetic with some of the women here. It was such a great time of activation and encouragement. Tomorrow we head back to Asuncion where we feel to rest and soak in the presence of God for a week or so before heading to Foz do Iguacu to meet the team again at our cars. We plan to do no ministry for several days. We may end up visiting a Lepor Hospital but that is still up in the air.
I am so hungry for more encounters with Him. I long to see His face and dwell in greater realms of peace and revelation of His love. I want to be more like John who took time to lay on Jesus´chest and hear his whispers and his heartbeat. I don´t ever want to miss a beat or ever be numb to the things that are on His heart everywhere I go. The quote lingers in my heart,
YOU CANT WIN WHAT YOU DON´T LOVE.
I never want to serve out of religion or fear of man. I only want my actions to be an overflow of what is on the Father´s heart.
I love and miss you all dearly and pray that you can freely dance to His heartbeat.
Undone in His love,
www.irislatinamerica.blogspot.com
6.11.2012
Trading in these desires
I am going to try and give more frequent
quick updates so here is a bit on our time in Uruguay so far. Here is from the last week or so......
After
being able to lead the border policeman to Jesus after he had us pay
a $600 fine for insurance that we were told that we didn't need to
have, we continued to drive into more favor. We were driving on the
last leg into Montevideo, Uruguay when some strange noises escalated
in one of our RV's and we decided to pull over and check it out. One
of our team members was going to get under the car and check it out
but as we pulled over praying the front left axel broke completely in
half. We jumped out celebrating (after an initial shock) that we were
still alive! We were going 70mph moments before and we could have
easily flipped and died! Also, Ted was seconds from crawling under
the rig and could have easily been under there when it broke. We had
nothing to do but be full of joy and celebrate that we were alive. We
jumped around and danced in the road and took videos as we made the
best of the moment. Praise the Lord!
We all 13 loaded up into the other RV
called “Open Heaven” and took off into town but it started making
strange sounds as well and ended up breaking down too. We stopped at
a gas station for a few hours to figure out what to do. We ended up
staying in a hotel that was just up the road that...well...I will
just say that most people rent this place for a few hours if you know
what I mean. We made the most of it for it wasn't the first time the
team has stayed in a hotel like this. We ended up having a great time of
prayer where the presence of God really showed up as we blessed those
who were leaving us for a couple of weeks to go home for a little
break. We redeemed that place and I actually had such a great night
of sleep there, the best that I had in awhile. We really felt the
opposition of the enemy getting to Uruguay and specifically into
Montevideo to say the least :) We were excited though for we pressed
in and know that the Lord was going to do great things here. We met a
contact who is one of the few missionaries here in Uruguay for this
country is 4% Christian and 40% atheist. This is super rare for there
is no declared religion. This has created a “graveyard of
missionaries” they say. We are excited to see this change around in
Jesus name. Our contact got us set up at a Christian camp in a house
where we can all be together for the next week to two weeks. Our time
here is contingent on how fast our cars can be fixed and on what kind of
ministry we can be apart of here.
A few of us have been able to do some
ministry with the youth who are extremely hungry for relationship
with God and no more religion. The presence of God showed up and
touched many hearts last night as most of the young people were
responsive to receiving more from Papa God. We also were able to
share and minister at the church service here. We showed up and the
preacher had already planned to share on missions and was extremely
surprised and excited to meet us and have us share some testimonies.
He is also the president of a evangelism school and he wants us to
come and share at his school tonight. One of the words our team has received was bringing refreshment to missionaries that are already working and sowing into lands.The family that is hosting us has been
extremely hospitable and hungry to know more about the Holy Spirit. They have been here for four years and are due for a bit of a break. The father and son both have been filled with the Holy Spirit and received a lot of encouraging words the last couple days. God is
so good!
We have yet to know what the next
couple weeks look like. We plan to stay at this home for several more
days and enjoy being in a house together with a coffee pot and stove
and home cooked meals. We may move more into the center of the city
where we can easily do more street ministry for there are many poor
neighborhoods around. We have the opportunity to go minister this
next weekend at a city-wide market where we plan to do our first
drama and dance ministry as well as sharing the gospel and praying
for sick. I am in charge of coordinating our first team dance and am
pretty dang excited about that. This country really emphasizes music
and art and gets really excited about it so we want to take advantage
of it and see Jesus move through it.
Seven people have gone home (or heading home) for a
little break so there is a different intimate feel to the team right
now. We sure miss our missing members but are excited for them to get
a bit of break for awhile. We are taking advantage of getting to know
each other better with a smaller crowd. Please pray for there has been much opposition but we are excited to see God refresh the few missionaries here and see him stir the precious hearts of those in this somewhat forgotten country.
I heard word from home that one of my aunt's has passed away. That makes the second death since I have been gone these last two months. It is extremely hard to not be able to comfort the family but I trust that my prayers are bringing comfort and peace to those back home. I had a melt down last night missing home but I know that I know i am right where I am suppose to be. I consider it a honor and joy to be able to offer him my desires to see His breathe spread this fire. I know that He is in control.
Love you all dearly and I encourage you to check out our team website and click on some of the others blog and read about what the Lord is doing through them. There is so much happening just in our hearts that it really is encouraging to read about others.
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6.05.2012
Hands wide open
Well, we have been in Buenas Aires for
a week or so now. We travelled two days from Santiago, Chile across the
Andes mountains to get to Buenas Aires. We left with high
expectations and excitement. We had a contact all lined up that was
going to host us and set us up to share in several churches. Some how
this fell through but we felt much excitement about getting to
Claudio Freizdon's church Rey de Reys. We rolled into town later in
the evening and decided to stop and get something to eat and meet the
pastor that was going to host us. It turns out we missed the pastor
and we didn't have a place to stay. We were driving around until 1am
looking for a hostile or a campground and couldn't find anything. We
decided to turn down an alley and camp out. We asked permission from
one of the guys that lived there to camp out in the field in the
middle of the city across from his house. We had several people
sleeping on a tarp, two of us slept on top of one of the RV's and
everyone else in the other vehicles. We got some sleep but we were
awakened by the police standing over the guys who were sleeping out
on the tarp. The police could not believe what they were seeing.
Several white men shirtless sleeping on a tarp, two white girls
sleeping on top of a RV and two RV's and an SUV parked in this back
alley. They were so surprised that we were still alive. They were
scared for us and wanted us to get out of there so we wouldn't be
apart of any bad stuff that might go down in that alley. They
couldn't believe we were still alive. We all felt such peace and
actually laughed at how we must look to these people. We got to pray
with the man who gave us permission to stay there as well as we
realized we had a flat and were able to fix it there off the road
before we headed into downtown. We decided we really wanted to
receive at this church that we had a contact. We didn't have a place
to go but we trusted that we were suppose to be at that meeting. We
rolled in all dirty and smelly from camping out in an alley. This
church is 30,000 people with 5 services on the weekends and we
witnessed lines of people waiting to get in that wrapped around the
block. We were able to to walk up and get front row seats that had
headsets for interpretation! God is so faithful and good. This was
the first service that our team has been able to be apart of without
doing some sort of ministry. We worshipped with several hundred
people and got called up to the front to receive prayer from Him. He
gave us all that he has received 20 years ago for the nations and
full authority to go the nations. He laid his hands on us up at the
front of his church. We felt so honored and blessed by this for this
doesn't happen every day. There are thousands of people that come in
and out of that place and we got to receive this man's mantle and
ministry. They blessed us by setting us up in a hotel for two nights.
We were so honored to sow into their ministry as they blessed us.
With this ministry, we were able to serve and minister to the
homeless. I ate lunch and sat with just a couple homeless people for
an hour or so but the Lord used that time and these amazing people to
show me a piece of Jesus' heart that I don't see in many people.
There was a mother and her daughter there who were believers but the
daughter was kidnapped when she was 16 years old and they abused her
so badly that she now is handicapped and unable to speak. We prayed
over her and I just broke down and had to leave and go weep in the
bathroom for the Lord just humbled me and revealed to me how good I
have it. I walked away thinking that girl could have been me. The
Lord began to break my heart even more as he overwhelmed me with
compassion for her. He showed me a glimpse of himself in this girl
and her mother as well as another woman named Flores. Flores was a
precious Jesus-loving prayer warrior Peruvian. She was homeless yet
she consistently prays for America and Israel. Right after she met me
she committed to praying for me. I was overwhelmed with this woman's
heart. She had little to nothing yet she was praying for the rest of
us. She has it figured out. She knows what love truly is. I saw her
on the street right before we were about to leave town. I ran up and
hugged her as her eyes lit up. She was so excited to tell me that she
had prayed for me that morning and she wanted to continue to pray for
me. She committed to praying for my husband and wanted to pray over
the group. She was extremely humble and given to a life of prayer.
Her gift to us was pouring out her heart to see God move in our
lives. That to me is what Jesus' heart really looks like. I have been
praying for the Lord to break my heart for the things that break His
for the last several years and I have had moments where the Lord has
broken me down and shown me a glimpse into His heart of raw
compassion for people. This was definitely one of those moments but I
long for it to be a lifestyle. It is so easy to “love” people
when it is convenient on our own time. I am being convicted and
called out to love even when “I don't feel it”. Even being here
out of my comforts of home and many distractions in the western world
I can still cling to our comforts and conveniences and hide away.
With that we aren't stepping out and dying to our own desires. The
Lord has awakened myself to my selfish motives and actions. I have
been crying out to see God soften the parts of me that are still
numb. I crave His raw vulnerable heart of compassion for every
individual and don't want to hide in the pit of self denial any
longer. I have been praying that the Lord would open my eyes and
unravel me of myself. Our flesh wants results and something in return
when we love. We want to look good and receive something back when we
do something for someone else. Selfless true love challenges us to
love for the sake of love without looking good, being noticed, or
expecting anything back from anyone. Being selfless is truly the same
as understanding love. Love is giving up your life for the sake of
others just as Jesus did. We may all hear we need to be Christ-like
but we don't always make the connection that we must waste our lives
and give our lives every day for the sake of others. Jesus didn't
come with any entitlement or selfish ambitions. I long for this
humility and this attitude that very few people actually walk in. How
does this look practically in my life right now? Welp, I live with 23
other people and our lives are always changing. Our beds, our meals,
our money currency, the people we minister to, the sites around us
are constantly changing, sometimes daily. We are a community of
people that are crying out for the community of Acts 4 that lives for
each other. With this lifestyle there are many opportunities to help
each other out whether it is financially, with prayer, cleaning, a
hug, encouraging word, or many many other things. The Lord has been
speaking to me about servant leadership and I have been praying into
what that really looks like. It is easy for me to get works oriented
here since there isn't a set schedule to our lives. It is easy to
slip into the mentality that I have to always be ministering out on
the streets and sharing the gospel but I am realizing that servant
leadership is a life style that requires me to serve and give of
myself everyday to everyone around me. It requires me to be so full
of Jesus that even the most dramatic, boring, over -exaggerated
moment is bearable because I chose to depend on His strength. I am
advancing the kingdom just as much when I chose to give up my
afternoon to walk with someone into town that really wants to go make
a phone call or even giving my money to someone who doesn't have a
cent in their account. What I long to do is to purposefully seek out
those moments each day who need encouragement whether it is someone
on the street or someone on the team.
I am realizing that I can sail through
these next few months getting to give and give out on the streets and
see hundreds come to know Christ or I can use this time to see the
Lord unravel me and cleanse me. In situations like this there is
nowhere to run and hide and the Lord quickly brings stuff to the
surface in our lives that aren't Christ. I have seen such pride,
jealousy, self- righteousness, rejection and fear come up in me these
last few weeks that I so easily hid behind and forgot about when I
was busy back home. To me it is an honor to be in this spot of
refining purification. Why would I want to be blinded to my self? Why
would I want to think that I am righteous in my own strength or that
I have it all figured out? I am crying out to be removed from the pit
of self denial that looks to myself as “queen of the right” and
argues her way out of every rebuke or sinful situation from her
throne of selfishness. I long to take every thought captive and only
see words of life come out of my mouth. I am learning to live each
day one at a time but also learning how to discipline myself for what
tomorrow might bring. As I have mentioned in earlier blogs, I feel
such a stirring for song writing and learning the uke and the guitar.
I have such a burden for worship and desire to be walking in this all
the time. I have received words of having the heart of David and I
really want to walk in that so I have decided to study the life of
David and read through the Psalms and glean all that I can.
I am also realizing how much power our
words have and as I am trying to take every thought captive that
doesn't align with the Word. I am also trying to make my words be
more few. I don't want my words to ever be a gateway for pride or
even death. I want to walk in wisdom and understanding and see my
words change the atmosphere and bring life.
There is a song that says, “ I will
climb this mountain with my hands wide open. There is nothing I hold
onto” by United Pursuit. I feel that this song is my theme song on
this trip. The Lord is bringing up things that I didn't even know
where hiding out. It is good for I have few places to take it but to
the foot of the cross and see it dealt with and gone forever. I have
asked the Lord to remove all that I have held onto tightly for I
don't want to cling to anything but Him. I have been able to let go
of the value of my stuff for it quickly loses value in this kind of
community as it gets broken and dirty or emptied really fast. There
is always a need and always a window for me to die to my self and
give something up for someone else. It is a beautiful thing really.
In regards to finances, there are many on the team who really don't
have much or any money in their account and they are praying for
breakthough. The other night we gathered as a team around those that
need financial provision and we cried out together for
breakthrough.We truly want to function as a family that gives us and
helps all so we called people to step up that have money to give for
those that don't. This really messes with our flesh because we
quickly are entitled to our money for many reasons but I felt the
conviction of the Lord for holding out and thinking that I had to
“save” some money for later. He reminded me of the promises that
he has made with me that He will always provide and that I will never
have to worry about finances. He challenged me to give abundantly
from my funds to help those that really need it. It screwed with my
mind that wants to have enough money in my account for the rest of
the trip but I realized, where is the fun in that? That doesn't
create an opportunity for faith to reach out and for reason to kneel
aside in reverence. The Lord told me that He will always out-give me
and multiply what I gave times five or more. I got really excited for
I can't wait to see Him multiply my money as He has been doing for so
many others on the team. Creating opportunities in faith to see the
impossible happen is what we are called to do on a daily basis. Faith
is spelled “r.i.s.k” and it requires action to it. We just have
to remember that we are sons and daughters of the Creator of the
universe and we can access our banks in heaven that have no limits by
faith. We can call down and even reach up and grab the inheritance
that is ours now!
God is good and I am so excited and
honored to be on this journey. I know this is just the beginning and
the best truly has yet to come. I feel that this is such a time of
pressing in and disciplining ourselves to cry out and be purified by
the love of Christ and it is hard a lot of times but there is such
fruit that is going to come out of this. I know that each little
thing that happens here is a natural act of something that is
happening in the spirit on a greater scale and I am excited about
that. I want the more! I want to be found faithful with the little so
that when God asks me to preach to a few hundred, lead worship at a
meeting, or go raise the dead, or even multiply food to feed several
thousand people, I will be ready because I was found faithful in the
preparation season.
One last neat testimony that happened
in the last couple days. We were near the border to Uruguay from
Argentina and we were stopped by the police. They decided to fine us
for not having insurance on the cars but we were told that we didn't
need insurance when we entered the country. They fined us $600 that
we really didn't have. In the process of praying and interceding for
breakthrough and favor and trying to not be discouraged, one of the
policemen gave their lives to the Lord and received the Holy Spirit!
Not only that, but we got to the border and they required us to get
insurance so several people went ahead to the next town to get it at
a local bank. By the end of the deal they asked if they could pray
for the bank since they had been so kind to us. The WHOLE bank
decided to gather and hold hands to pray...all the employees and even
some of the costumers that were there too! They helped find us a
place to stay that was cheap and great. God is so good and redeems
situations better than we can ever imagine.
More to come, but that is enough for
now. Thank you all for your prayers and support. If you feel led to send any funds please send them to:
Journey Church
1491 W Rose Street
Walla Walla WA 99362
Any funds are tax deductable.
I truly appreciate
it! I miss you all back home and am with you in spirit,
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Worshipping on the ferry |
Worshipping with a precious church in Santiago that receives much persecution |
Some fun times our last night in Punta Arenas at a wonderful party they through for us |
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Here is some of our beautiful family in Punta Arenas that treated us like queens and kings |
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Melissa and I rocking out outside one of our hostels |
Taylor and Natalie sharing at one of the churches in Santiago, Chile |
5.16.2012
some pics
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some of us ladies in Ushuaia |
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Most of the group while hiking in Ushuaia |
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drinking the popular mate tea by a lake in Ushuaia |

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worshipping on the go- learning some uke |
To the end of the world
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Worshipping in Punta Arenas |
Wow, where to being.So I apologize in advance for not posting sooner. I havent had my computer so it has been harder to write lengthy posts from my iphone.
We have
travelled to over 10 different cities, been on buses and ferries, crossing the
Chilean and Argentinian border 4 times, crossed hundreds of miles in the last
month and have spoken at 6 or 7 different churches. We left our cars and most
of our stuff in Santiago, Chile. We packed our sleeping bags, mats and a few
days worth of warm clothes and headed south. We travelled mostly by buses and a
couple of ferries. One ferry was 41 hours taking us through Patagonia with
gorgeous mountains and leaping dolphins. it was truly breath-taking. We only had
a couple contacts down south but the Lord had it already arranged. We stayed in
hostels and ministered on the streets on the way down. We saw people healed on
the streets of various things but one city in particular we saw many people
with crutches and canes that were healed of their pain and one lady even felt
feeling and strength come back into her left side that was partially paralyzed.
In one city we were out on the streets looking for a laundry mat and decided to
stop and ask the Lord to direct us to some people that needed healing or just
simply a hug from Papa. Someone saw a particular color of blue house so we
looked across the street and saw a house with that color. We decided to knock
on the door and see if anyone inside needed prayer for we also saw a picture of
an older woman with neck problems. The woman that opened the door sure enough was older and needed
healing in her neck and arm for her arm was in a sling. We were able to tell
her that the Lord led us to her and she was so touched as she broke down in
tears. Her husband had left her several years before and was still in such pain
from that. She received some physical healing but more important she heard for
the first time in a long time that she is a beautiful woman who is a great
mother and wife. There is no person that is hidden from the eye of God. He
longs to touch and heal every person even if it involves people coming to your
house.
We got to
the city of Punta Arenas where a few of us took off to find a hostel for all 21
of us. We prayed for the perfect place and sure enough the Lord provided the
best place. We didnt have any contacts here but we felt led here as we could have easily
bypassed this city and saved money. But we prayed as team and felt that we
wouldnt let our financial situation decide where we go. Little did we know we
were about to step into our biggest divine encounter yet on this leg of the
trip. One of our teammates, Taylor decided to walk over and check out this
little church that was playing some familiar worship music. He was quickly
blown away by the presence of God and the freedom that was in the air. They
welcomed him, blessed him with an offering that was much needed and wanted to
meet the rest of us. We ended up being 10 steps from a church that has been
praying into missions and awaiting a great move of God to start here. These precious
people quickly took us in and we stayed another 5 days with them. We had some
incredible time of prayer where the presence of God was so strong that a lot of
us were laid out on the floor for several hours just taking it all in. We hit
the street with a lot of the young people and the Lord led us to many people
that decided to commit their lives to this Jesus that chased them down on the
streets. In just a few hours more than 50 people were either healed, saved or
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Bringing the love to the end of the world- Ushuaia |
at least
heard that God loves them and has a plan for their lives. These people are so
hungry and ready to receive more of Jesus and give Him away.
The day we
discovered the church, I was just praying for a piano or keyboard to play for
at this point it has been about a month since I had played one. I was craving
some time for this was a long time for me to go without. In less than an hour
after praying this I was in the church playing their keyboard. I was also asked
to stay at the pastors house where I was able to play more piano, uke and jam
out with their daughter Liz who is the worship leader at their church. We got
to lead some times of worship together at the church as well.
We heard that there was a church and a YWAM
base in Ushuaua that we could possibly connect with once we got there but we
hadn´t made any arrangements. After our 12 hour bus ride we prayed and asked
the Holy Spirit to direct us as we usually do. We were going to just find a
hostel and maybe some food that night and look for some contact the next
morning. Before we could even leave the drop -off site a man greets us and says
he was waiting for us and that his church has sleeping arrangements and food
prepared for us! We just had to laugh and thank the Lord. We stayed here for almost
a week as the church received us. We stayed in homes and spoke at three
different churches and the YWAM base
here. We did some street outreach, hiked up into the snow-covered mountains in
search of glacier, took a boat out to
see some sea lions, and even drove to the end of the end where the Pacific and
Atlanticmeet, where Chile and Argentina meet and where the few men have been.
It was an incredible adventure even though we didnt get to Antartica which was
a big desire. I guess we will just have to come back.
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Laid out in His presence enjoying a taste of Heaven |
This time
of the year there are very very few boats that are going that way. I truly
believe that this is just the beginning to a fierce fire that is breaking out
down here in the ´land of the fire´ Tierra del Fuego. The Lord has many plans
here and I feel it is such an honor to be a part of it and help blow on the
flames and see them spread. We got to stamp our passports with stamps that say
´´end of the world´´ which is so exciting for someone on the team brought up the
revelation that we (most of the team) have been travelling south for 8 months
and we are truly coming to the end of the world..the end of us...the end of the
possible... the end of our strength and our abilities and from here we can only
go up! When we are weak...He is strong! Paul says to boast about our weaknesses
for it is in our weakness that we finally let the Lord in to do the real work,
to take us out of our mindsets, ideas, religion and limits and take us up up
and away with His strength to see His will be done.
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Sea lions in Ushuaia |
We came back
up to Punta Arenas to find some cheap
tickets to fly back up to Santiago where we will get our cars and do some work
on them before heading east to Buenas Aires.We are once again with the families
we met and became apart of here in Punta Arenas which is such a blessing and a
treat. Hot showers, beds, cozy homes and lots and lots of food. Some people on
the team haven’t stayed in a house for eight months so this is really a treat
for many. We have been able to just rest this week and be with our families
which was been really great. We leave tomorrow the 17ths to bus back up to Santiago.
It will be a 3 day journey of 60 plus hours in the bus but God is good and
always provide enough grace and strength to make it. We were giong to fly but
with the help of our families here, they found us tickets for one third the
price to bus so we were extremely grateful.
Man, I feel
tht i just scratched the surface here and didn´t even do God justice with
testifying of his goodness and provision. It is so encouraging living with
people that truly live in faith each day financially. No one focuses or voices
their worries about money and there is always enough! There are many stories of
bank accounts being miraculously blessed by anonymous donors just at the right
time. Several people have received many financial miracles even just in the
last couple weeks. This team is incredible and has welcomed me in so graciously
and has made me apart of the fam so quick. I feel such deep connections already
and feel so honored to run with these amazing laid-down, faith-filled, bold
lovers of Jesus!
For me
personally, there has been such grace to jump in and step into the breakthrough
that the team has already walked in and fought for. I feel such a desire and grace
for worship. Around week two of joining the team, I started craving a music
outlet. I didnt realize how much that is a part of me and how much it brings
life to me. I bought a ukulele and have been enjoying that as a means of
worship. The Lord is really stretching me and releasing me to sing and lead
more and more even though I am just learning the ukulele. I feel like the
worshipping heart of David is being awakened in me. I have been writing songs
as lyrics have been coming with such ease. It is actually a bit overwhelming trying to wrap
my mind around what the Lord is doing but I really feel like Im walking in the
fruit of my labor the last couple of years. It is hard to explain but I feel
like the quiet times of worship and
adoration of this last year and beyond are coming to life publicly .I m praying
into how I can be faithful with this and press in for more. For now I will be
writing songs and I feel such a weight
ad responsibility to bring our team together with worship. I am excited and
honored to contribute this to the team and I am so excited to see how the Lord is going to continue to use it. There
is much to be learned about servant leadership especially with a family this
size. I want to continually press into understanding what going lower still
really looks like. In some ways it happens naturally trying to live in a
community this size but other ways require stepping out or even back depending
on the situation. I am pressing in to understand what that really means and I m
inspired for I see several people on the team walk in that. It is a beautiful
thing.
There is much more that could be said but for
now I will leave you with a song I wrote about our team.
So here
it is...
THIS WE BE.
Glaciers,
whales and miracles
Hardly anything
more beautiful
White belly
dolphins leap to greet
4 dollar
llama socks keeping warm our feet
I stepped into a pod of life-breathing lovers
Who lay it
down each day bringing joy to their mothers
We are from
England, Russia, South Africa, America, New Zealnad, South America and a FULL
ON Aussie
We are a
tight-knit travelling family possie
From busses
to ferries and many large statues of mary
We see new
sites each day making time to party and pray
Who are we?
Some say
gypsies, missionaries or heaven-bound refugees
We are
simple, cageless, limitless royalty
We are
presence-driven and radically given
Numb-to-self
generals on a mission
We take our
orders to go
For in his
winds we do flow
Our bed is
in His arms
So with
change we see no alarm
Trusting
him is the most freeing thing
Heads held
high as sons and daughters of the king
We travel
as a herd
Ready to
bring the good Word
Time and
consistency are irrelevant
For we are
anchored in the omnipotent
A searching
crowd not afraid to whisper ´mystery´
But yet
addicted to knowing him intimately
Explorers
in search of hidden gold
Never
settling to just hear the stories of old
This we be.
I love and
miss you all back home and greatly appreciate all your prayers and support. I
will try to post some pictures and videos or links on a more regular basis for
I understand that you all don’t have Facebook. There is a video or two of our time here in
Patagonia that I will post the link to. Love you all!!
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4.16.2012
A start
Well I have been in Santiago, Chile for the last week or so and it has been such an incredible experience. I flew into Santiago and met up with two of the team members. We didn´t have a place to stay and they didn´t have any money but the Lord once again was a step ahead of us. He provided a house for us to stay that was a friend of a friend of David from our team. She took us in as her own as she fed us soo much and gave us much love. We were able to pray for her and her family and see God just touch her with various pictures, scriptures and words we felt for her. I love how the Lord makes it work out so that we were all eachother´s answers to prayer in a way. God used us all to reveal himself.
We then went to the YWAM base to meet the rest of the crazy 20 plus team members. I was so excited to finally be with everyone. We stayed there for a couple of days until we found out that we can share at a church across town. It was in these couple of days that I felt it all hit me that I has actually left everything behind. It was a beautiful place though for I had no doubt that I was in the right place and with the right people at exactly the right time but I was being hit with the reality of it all. I had to sneak away though and really worship the Lord and call out to him because he truly was the only thing I didn´t leave behind.. I wouldn´t trade that feeling for the world though because it creates such a strong connection and trust that I could never gain otherwise. To say that I left it all but feel peace and the Lord right by my side is a miracle in itself. It fuels me for I know that there are such great plans ahead. I have such high expectations. I am excited to continue to learn spanish as I have been asked to translate alot already for some team members. I want to continue to be stretched with preaching as I was able to preach last night for the first time with the group at a church. I want to grow in my faith to see the dead raised and every sickness healed. I want to continue to make this a life style and not just a long mission trip. These are just a few of my desires for I know that there ares so many more.
I have been really missing some good worship times with the piano. That has been such an outlet for me and I am working on creating other outlets such as songwriting as well as praying for opportunities to open to play more. I have started a journal for just songwriting.
We went out on the streets and prayed for people and I saw a women partially healed of a cataract on her eyes. I saw some of the cloudiness leave and she said she could see better. Praise the Lord! We also ministered at three different church services this last few days and saw many healed and touched with the love of God.
It is such an honor to be with these crazy incredible lovers of Jesus. This team is so diverse yet so compassionate and fearless and walk in such freedom. They have such a desire to see Heaven invade all of South America. Please be praying for more open doors as we head down south for the next couple weeks- We hope to minister in the farthest city south and continue on to see Antartica.
I will post pictures hopefully within the next week or so and more about what the Lord is doing, but for now this is a summary. Thank you all for your prayers and support. I miss you all back home but am so excited for to be in the center of His will.
With you in Spirit,
www.irislatinamerica.blogspot.com
We then went to the YWAM base to meet the rest of the crazy 20 plus team members. I was so excited to finally be with everyone. We stayed there for a couple of days until we found out that we can share at a church across town. It was in these couple of days that I felt it all hit me that I has actually left everything behind. It was a beautiful place though for I had no doubt that I was in the right place and with the right people at exactly the right time but I was being hit with the reality of it all. I had to sneak away though and really worship the Lord and call out to him because he truly was the only thing I didn´t leave behind.. I wouldn´t trade that feeling for the world though because it creates such a strong connection and trust that I could never gain otherwise. To say that I left it all but feel peace and the Lord right by my side is a miracle in itself. It fuels me for I know that there are such great plans ahead. I have such high expectations. I am excited to continue to learn spanish as I have been asked to translate alot already for some team members. I want to continue to be stretched with preaching as I was able to preach last night for the first time with the group at a church. I want to grow in my faith to see the dead raised and every sickness healed. I want to continue to make this a life style and not just a long mission trip. These are just a few of my desires for I know that there ares so many more.
I have been really missing some good worship times with the piano. That has been such an outlet for me and I am working on creating other outlets such as songwriting as well as praying for opportunities to open to play more. I have started a journal for just songwriting.
We went out on the streets and prayed for people and I saw a women partially healed of a cataract on her eyes. I saw some of the cloudiness leave and she said she could see better. Praise the Lord! We also ministered at three different church services this last few days and saw many healed and touched with the love of God.
It is such an honor to be with these crazy incredible lovers of Jesus. This team is so diverse yet so compassionate and fearless and walk in such freedom. They have such a desire to see Heaven invade all of South America. Please be praying for more open doors as we head down south for the next couple weeks- We hope to minister in the farthest city south and continue on to see Antartica.
I will post pictures hopefully within the next week or so and more about what the Lord is doing, but for now this is a summary. Thank you all for your prayers and support. I miss you all back home but am so excited for to be in the center of His will.
With you in Spirit,
www.irislatinamerica.blogspot.com
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